August 09, 2007
just came back from Youth Pastor School today, i apply leave for 3 days class to go for this Youth Pastor school and i sacrifice 5% of one subject presentation marks out of 100% of the course mark. Well honestly i asked myself few times is it worth ? Of cause is worht but still i a bit worry, but I remember last semester when i ponteng class so much and repend and study hard by God grace ... i get the best result so far in my college life. well don't get me wrong i'm not promoting ponteng but what i want to say that GOd is good, so this time i believe .. if i put much more effort in i can still get straight A for semester which i plan to get. But when i back today my friend told me a shocking news, my beloved lecturer Ms. Siew give me minimun presentation marks though i can't make it to present, Praise the Lord. Amen!!!! Last night i still a bit worry bout the 5marks but a small voice told me don't worry and now i know why don't worry . God's grace is always sufficient. !!!
I'm well blessed in this camp, despise the 5 star Awana Hotel with nice view, fantastic food and swimming pool and night view and all that, what blessed me the most is i able to get closer to God than ever before...
Well frankly speaking i was waiting God to review His calling upon my life but HE didn't .. but i found something .. more important than that now which is to follow Him where ever He go and lead. Drown myself in His word first and build strong relationship with Him and when time comes, He willl call me... .
Beside .. that i also meet a lot of new friends, good friends like Aaron, Paul, Ker Sin (cursing), Angela, Michelle, Phoebe, Donny, Gerald who loves frisbee as much as i do, ..... and so on and so on ... it is so encarouage to hear how God has bless them in my life and i know more of my God, my Fater.... Of cause i want to thank my pastor Pastor Noah for allowing me to go even i'm not a leader .... I'm well blessed .. Thank You Lord Jesus..
