I LOVE YOU BROTHERS!!!

Wow i can't tell you all how BLESSED i'm today. Ok i shall start my story like this, i'm youth official photographer using Ricoh R1 camera which the LCD screeen already cacat and the camera can't function at night at all lolz. But Thank God that Eddie that time bought a NIKON D40 DSLR lolz then he took a lot of photo of youth lolz

Of cause without a camera that can take at least normal photo i felt bad still be responsible of taking youth photo then i suggested to pastor since tai wen got the professional camera why not pass to him let him in charge? But as usual, out of pastor grace he still ask me to take care the photo. But not to mention i love photography so much, but taking the responsibility and can't take photo is very cacat. Like not responsible like that. And really divine appointment that the IXUS 80 IS come out during the second day of our EFCM conference because the shop is located at digital mall PJ. So straight away after the conference i asked Justin together with Joshua, Victor, Leonard go digital mall with me.

But out of the blue HEAVY RAIN!!! pulak and we can't find parking then went in the parking opposite digital mall and 4 of them run through the rain with me few times to be my body GUARD cause i paying cash $$$$$ and run back to digital mall and we all get wet. On the other hand, Leonard and victor got family dinner but they didn't even rush me, oh i felt so touched and felt so bad. I felt kind of selfish ... opps .. I try to pay back Justin (driving) the parking fees and as usual he generously rejected ouch more guilty lolz.. Hopefully Leonard and Victor won't kena marah by parents. Thank Bro. I love the IXUS 80 IS very much. Most important is i can continue take the best moment of the youth once again wakaka. Shall start tomorrow since is last day of EFCM Conference hehe. And aslo can upload more photo in my blog lolz those SS one hehe

Words that touch lives

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.

Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile,

Because it takes only a smile to

Make a dark day seem bright.

Find the one that makes your heart smile.

The happiest of people don't necessarily

Have the best of everything;

They just make the most of

Everything that comes along their way.

Don’t waste your time on a person who isn’t willing to waste their time on you.

Even the Bird in the cage SING

Cool... i wonder why i blogging in such a time SWEAT!!! Tomorrow need to submit an assignment and one presentation which non of it i finish lolz. Sweat through the whole sem, exhausted spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally anything except TEMPORARY. Assignment got problems, relationship got problems, even scolded by father last two days after so long he didn't scold me but is my fault but .. ouch.. Those word are repeating like the song (Its too late to apologies) stuck in my mind =.="

But thank God !!! Even in such a time like this, He comforted me as always. Today sermon one section talks bout persecutions and so on. EVEN BIRDS IN THE CAGE SING!! Bird? isn't it refer to me ? lolz .. some called me bert bert some called me bird bird and some even more creative called me superbert. lolz .. It hit me hard. Even birds in the cage sing. I suppose to be the LIGHT in the darkness!! NOT cry in the darkness lolz .. I shall be like the bird, even lock in the cage but i will still sing when i stuck in my situation no matter how bad it is. Things gone worst this years in every area of my life, Quarrel here there and everywhere lolz Seems i have lost my patient for quite some times. Sorry to those been offended by me or WILL be offend by me soon wakaka..
ok i Shall continue SINGING else tomorrow EVEN bird in the cage will SINK!!!! Gantoi lolz ..

My mom my love

Wow .. Thank God that finally my thesis passed up today 2:10pm though we found out few part we done it wrong but i guess it doesn't matter and we doesn't even want to bother it anymore cause we sick sick sick of it for pass 9 months. Will post the thesis photo next time lolz.

Thank God for second thing is my 3 mid term, thanks for the peace and spirit of wisdom to go through all this exam especially today's final paper the transactional business.

And .. finally really thank God for my good mother lolz. Let me tell you what she did. Past one month till today especially this exam period i'm been treated like a king lolz first time in my life leh. Cause she notice i'm stress which i'm very, and rushing for dateline for the thesis and exam, then she cook my favourite food. Sometimes i just being too picky... things that i don't know then i don't eat then she will fried me my favourite egg lolz and this period of time i just need to ask mom i want fried egg then she will just fry it for me with no question... Wow .. lolz miracle but actually she got ask la she ask me how many egg i want lolz Jealous? wakakaka .. Then hor .. most touching is yesterday my mom cooked my favourite of favourite dish which is "GU LOU YUK" wow .. i from my room upstair can straight away sense the anointing of the fried meat and th tomato source .. chunted then i taken half plate of the meat and another half plate my mom go offer to idol and share with my dad and sister and herself lolz i took 50% wakakaka .. see she love me so much lolz ..

But... haiz unfortunately i finish all the meat at the same day then today regretted and my mom ask me what should she cook for tonight then i said "GU LOU YUK"!!!!!! And guess what ... after my exam come back and my music class come back ... i smell the familiar anointing straight goes into my bones .... wow is "GU LOU YUK" again !!!! For your information my mom rarely cook "GU LOU YUK" one cause every time she cook she will kena the boiling oil all over her skin ouch.... and yesterday she kena a lot too but today she still cook for me even though she "refuse" to.. thank you mom .. i love you ^^

No need envy me lolz, actually all parents also love us very much, just that we don't know how to express our feeling to each other. I kick my door treat my house like hotel before until pastor told me how to love parents by action. Simply help them do things at first, don't even need to talk to them at first .. then slowly relationship build and we know how to express by asking and caring wow really one last time only i heard scolding now they so caring keep asking me when submit thesis la and exam what time la and so on .. i'm just so HANG FUK!! Family is the one who always back me up when i fall when friends not around, i know family never forsaken me just like God will never forsake me. I waste so many years and i will treasure more now and future time to spend with family hehe .. while i still can . . . may God bless all my fellow friends have good relationship with family also hehe .. God bless ..

What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . .

Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so
worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes.
A group of professional people posed this question
to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love
mean?'

The answers they got were broader and deeper than
anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis,
she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails
anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time,
even when his hands got arthritis too. That's
love.'

Rebecca- age 8


'When someone loves you, the way they say your name
is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their
mouth.'

Billy - age 4


'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts
on shaving cologne
and they go out and smell each other.'

Karl - age 5


'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody
most of your French fries without making them give
you any of theirs.'

Chrissy - age 6


'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'

Terri - age 4


'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and
she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make
sure the taste is OK.'

Danny - age 7


'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you
get tired of kissing, you still want to be together
and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross
when they kiss'

Emily - age 8


'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if
you stop
opening presents and listen.'

Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)




'If you want to learn to love better,
you should start with a friend who you hate,'

Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)


'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt,
then he wears it everyday.'

Noelle - age 7



'Love is like a little old woman and a little old
man who are still friends even after they know each
other so well.'

Tommy - age 6



'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I
was scared. I looked at all the people watching me
and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared
anymore.'

Cindy - age 8


'My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at
night.'

Clare - age 6



'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of
chicken.'

Elaine-age 5




'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and
still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'

Chris - age 7



'Love is when your puppy licks your face even
after you left him alone all day.'

Mary Ann - age 4



'I know my older sister loves me because she gives
me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new
ones.'

Lauren - age 4



'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and
down
and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)

Karen - age 7



'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet
and she doesn't think it's gross.'

Mark - age 6



'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you
mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People
forget.'

Jessica - age 8



And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo
Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked
to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most
caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose next door
neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently
lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into
the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and
just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the
neighbor, the little boy said,

'Nothing, I just helped him cry'




When there is nothing left but God, that is when you
find out that God is all you need. Take 60 seconds
and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the
following small prayer for the person who sent you
this.

Heavenly Father, please bless all my friends in
whatever it is that You know they may be needing
this day! And may their life be full of Your peace,
prosperity and power as he/she seeks to have a
closer relationship with You. Amen.

Then send it on to five other people, including the
one who sent it to you. Within hours you caused a
multitude of people to pray for other people. Then
sit back and watch the power of God work in your
life.

Will your father search for a guitar skrew in a rubbish beg full of maggets for you?

August 12, 2007

Today i bought new set of guitar string then wanted to change then found that one white skrew lost already then my father tell me he throw it in the rubish bin outside my house already. Man, i'm a bit syok that time, then both of us went out then open the plastic beg and men... it is so disgusting!!! There are hundres of maggets inside. so smelly i nearly vomit. then what caught me surprise what next, my father bear hand search for the skrew inside the plastic beg which full of worms and maggets .... !!!! i felt so bad caues i really freak out ..... but my father keep searching for me only .... he is really my hero .. man ... one day when i become a father i also want to be like that. .. who willing to sacrifice so much for son. .. friends appreciate your parents you doesn't know how much they love you ...

Christina Rossetti

Trust me, I have not earned your dear rebuke,-
I love, as you would have me, God the most;
Would lose not Him, but you, must one be lost,
Nor with Lot's wife cast back a faithless look,
Unready to forego what I forsook;
This say i, having counted up the cost,
This, though i be the feeblest of God's host,
The sorriest sheep Christ shepherds with His crook.
Yet while I love my God the most, I deem
THat i can never love you over-much;
I love Him more, so let me love you too;
Yea, as I apprehend it, love is such
I cannot love you if I love not Him,
I cannot love Him, if I love not you.