Today I'm Blessed... God is so good ... thank You..

August 09, 2007

just came back from Youth Pastor School today, i apply leave for 3 days class to go for this Youth Pastor school and i sacrifice 5% of one subject presentation marks out of 100% of the course mark. Well honestly i asked myself few times is it worth ? Of cause is worht but still i a bit worry, but I remember last semester when i ponteng class so much and repend and study hard by God grace ... i get the best result so far in my college life. well don't get me wrong i'm not promoting ponteng but what i want to say that GOd is good, so this time i believe .. if i put much more effort in i can still get straight A for semester which i plan to get. But when i back today my friend told me a shocking news, my beloved lecturer Ms. Siew give me minimun presentation marks though i can't make it to present, Praise the Lord. Amen!!!! Last night i still a bit worry bout the 5marks but a small voice told me don't worry and now i know why don't worry . God's grace is always sufficient. !!!

I'm well blessed in this camp, despise the 5 star Awana Hotel with nice view, fantastic food and swimming pool and night view and all that, what blessed me the most is i able to get closer to God than ever before...
Well frankly speaking i was waiting God to review His calling upon my life but HE didn't .. but i found something .. more important than that now which is to follow Him where ever He go and lead. Drown myself in His word first and build strong relationship with Him and when time comes, He willl call me... .

Beside .. that i also meet a lot of new friends, good friends like Aaron, Paul, Ker Sin (cursing), Angela, Michelle, Phoebe, Donny, Gerald who loves frisbee as much as i do, ..... and so on and so on ... it is so encarouage to hear how God has bless them in my life and i know more of my God, my Fater.... Of cause i want to thank my pastor Pastor Noah for allowing me to go even i'm not a leader .... I'm well blessed .. Thank You Lord Jesus..

Fear...

August 13, 2007

Today .. i got frighthen twice. On the way to my college also on the way back from college. On the way to college one car speeding fast cut my lane from left without signal then i horn but .. nearly knock the car. If i haven't change my break skin definitely i'm involve in accident already . then on the way home also another car in front out of sudden want to cut lane then stop i also nearly hit that car...... Thank God . that i able to survive through this two inccident ....

Will your father search for a guitar skrew in a rubbish beg full of maggets for you?

August 12, 2007

Today i bought new set of guitar string then wanted to change then found that one white skrew lost already then my father tell me he throw it in the rubish bin outside my house already. Man, i'm a bit syok that time, then both of us went out then open the plastic beg and men... it is so disgusting!!! There are hundres of maggets inside. so smelly i nearly vomit. then what caught me surprise what next, my father bear hand search for the skrew inside the plastic beg which full of worms and maggets .... !!!! i felt so bad caues i really freak out ..... but my father keep searching for me only .... he is really my hero .. man ... one day when i become a father i also want to be like that. .. who willing to sacrifice so much for son. .. friends appreciate your parents you doesn't know how much they love you ...