Fear...

August 13, 2007

Today .. i got frighthen twice. On the way to my college also on the way back from college. On the way to college one car speeding fast cut my lane from left without signal then i horn but .. nearly knock the car. If i haven't change my break skin definitely i'm involve in accident already . then on the way home also another car in front out of sudden want to cut lane then stop i also nearly hit that car...... Thank God . that i able to survive through this two inccident ....

Will your father search for a guitar skrew in a rubbish beg full of maggets for you?

August 12, 2007

Today i bought new set of guitar string then wanted to change then found that one white skrew lost already then my father tell me he throw it in the rubish bin outside my house already. Man, i'm a bit syok that time, then both of us went out then open the plastic beg and men... it is so disgusting!!! There are hundres of maggets inside. so smelly i nearly vomit. then what caught me surprise what next, my father bear hand search for the skrew inside the plastic beg which full of worms and maggets .... !!!! i felt so bad caues i really freak out ..... but my father keep searching for me only .... he is really my hero .. man ... one day when i become a father i also want to be like that. .. who willing to sacrifice so much for son. .. friends appreciate your parents you doesn't know how much they love you ...

Christina Rossetti

Trust me, I have not earned your dear rebuke,-
I love, as you would have me, God the most;
Would lose not Him, but you, must one be lost,
Nor with Lot's wife cast back a faithless look,
Unready to forego what I forsook;
This say i, having counted up the cost,
This, though i be the feeblest of God's host,
The sorriest sheep Christ shepherds with His crook.
Yet while I love my God the most, I deem
THat i can never love you over-much;
I love Him more, so let me love you too;
Yea, as I apprehend it, love is such
I cannot love you if I love not Him,
I cannot love Him, if I love not you.